I will complain from time to time, because quite frankly heartbreak hurts. But I vow to become a better, more independent person. You chose to walk out on me because some things are more important to you and that’s okay. If you leave my life, you do what you have to do, do whatever makes you happy because although I’m not always happy, I’m happier knowing that my happiness was sacrificed for someone else’s.
The best thing I can do for myself right now is to focus on what I have, not what I loss. I’m still attending my dream school and am fortunate to have parents who work hard in order to afford my place there. I have friends that are willing to listen to my rants on end about you and about all the pain I’m in without one complaint. I should be grateful for what I have.
I’m not okay, I probably won’t be for a while. And although I don’t believe that time heals all wounds, I believe with time I can learn to live with these wounds.
People have come and go. And even though your departure is probably the most sudden and painful, you’re not the first to give up on me. And honestly, I know you won’t be the only one.
So I will walk away from this with my dignity. I will come out of this as a better, more knowledgeable person, that definitely does not need someone else in order to be happy.
Most importantly from this I’ve learned that not everyone means what they say. The difference now is I’ve realized that I deserve much more than false promises. If I do end up finding someone, I owe it to myself to be happy with a person who is truly happy with me. Who will love and care about me with the same, if not more, than the love and care I gave to you.
I will not let you take me down. I will not let this affect my life forever. You are not my soulmate. And yes, we connected easily, we had tons in common, and you were probably one of the easiest people I’ve ever had to talk to. But as the saying goes, there’s plenty of fish in the sea. I will be able to trust someone again, but I’ve learned not to be so foolish the next time around.
The best revenge is to be happy for you and most importantly happy without you.
At one point you hit rock bottom, but since you’ve been down for so long, rock bottom feels almost like home@2 days ago
Why do people drink alcohol it tastes disgusting
you don’t drink it for the taste. you drink shit like apple juice for the taste. you drink alcohol to get rid of the bad taste that every awful person in your life has left
(via geebusitsbrittany)@3 days ago with 144614 notes